Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Missing the Greatest DAD!!!

My dad died on aug 6th of year 2005. We never knew the exact cause, but his doctor who signed his death certificate indicated cardiac arrest, multiple organ failure and diabetes milletus type II. If we wanted to find out, we would need to have his remains undergo autopsy. We didn't want to do that, because when he was alive, he never wanted have his body touched. Kaya nung na-amputate sya, katakot-takot na pag-convince and pagdadasal ang inabot bago sya pumayag. And thank God he survived that operation.
But I guess it is really my dad's time already. Although he kept saying, sana makatapos muna yung bunso namin, i know he knows that he left us well provided and secured.
We miss him badly and love him dearly. He's a man of strength, a good provider, an inspiration, a diciplinarian, a role model. He strived hard to keep all of six us children in good schools, sinigurado nyang makatapos kami. He never asked for anything in return.
It's been more than a year now, but I still feel the emptiness, the loss. lalo na kapag binabasa ko tong post na 'to, sudden sadness. I know he's in a better place now, with our creator, with lolo, lola and uncle teng and aunti ning-ning. the family is now complete. We now have another angel in heaven.
We miss you, daddy! Your the greatest DAD ever! We love you so much!